I'm so scared in this corner
I'm all alone without comfort
like a young boy ditched by himself
in a mansion I fear the dark
where are you??
seems like I can't attract you
I'm cold in this corner
though the sun is nearby
I feel scared to open my eyes
hearing the footsteps of whoever
as though a stranger had come in to harm me, is it you??
I don't wanna move from this corner
don't know if I can still walk
been long sitting like I'm all I got
are you still alive??
I have heard of your existence nevertheless, in which planet you at??
mars, the inexistent??
I fear this new life,
more I fear what stands prior to me
if I open my eyes,
I might never see the same again
I feel a sparkle somewhere
how though dear 'un,
am I able to dress in another
but with my own heart
this mug of mine has been seen a lot,
everyone has known what it looks like nevertheless, in this era I can't wear it
where are you??
when I don't think of you,
you so nearby, holding me close,
this once when I have lost you,
I feel like you have been buried
in an open coffin, placed six feet underground, uncovered
where I could come and gaze,
but struggle to take you with me
lest I never find my way out
this thing of knowing you are possible nevertheless in a double body
how??
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