Here... grab my hand. Let's take a walk baby, close your eyes, I wanna show you what its like in my mind.
There was never a doubt in my mind that I wouldn't have stayed with you after everything. So, everyday I get up and put my best efforts in to be the woman you would eventually need. Some nights I truly wonder if I should listen to my head or my heart. One is telling me to move on and work on myself, become someone even i cant see. The other is telling me not to give up, fight for your marriage, giving up is not an option. Either way life is a lesson.. right? I'll learn something either way. But, I promised myself if I found anything, cheating, flirting, lying, anything at all, that I would leave you. I'd pack all your belongings, set them outside the room and never speak to you again. I'm aware that is harsh (to some extent) but you have to understand that im putting my body, my heart, my mind into this for the last time.
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