Just as you entered,
I felt your presence.

Your presence in the cold wind,
In the cloudy skies,
In the thunder,
And on the first rainy night.
I could feel you!

At the first sight itself,
You made me fall for you.
I got attracted towards your fragrance,
The fragrance of the mud when you came for the first time.

By the sound of the rain,
The cold climate,
You were trying to pull me towards you.

And I was so into you,
That my only wish was to get into your evergreen world forever!

You painted those trees all green,
While my cheeks into red.
How could I even forget the wonderful gift which you gave, the colourful rainbow and the lilies surrounded with butterflies too!

I never got tired of looking at you from my window and so did you.
But all of a sudden there came a thunderstorm where all the colours disappeared, surrounded by darkness and I couldn't find you!

Still never loosed hope cause I knew we would meet again someday.
But I wonder what made you so change, that I felt like the thunder which took you away, it felt like it took you forever.
Cause you never felt like yourself again!

Still I waited.
Waited until it was the 3rd of December.
When for the very first time,
I felt your absence.

Absence in the cold weather,
Absence in the snowfall,
In the bornfire to feel warm or even in the sweater in which you said I always looked better.

You were the July for me,
A month that I might never forget and would tear up crying in your absence.

You were just the July for me.
A month that left without saying goodbyes.

I forgot, you were just a month,
While I planned to stay with you for years and for many lives.

Oh darling,
I forgot, you were just the month of July!


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