Every day passes by like the wind on a stormy day.

But the feeling of waiting for tomorrow to come is like being stuck in a tornado.

Swirling with emotions of sadness, hardships, loss and feelings of despair.

As the days go by one by one, the less time I have to be with you.

We are both in extremely difficult times in our lives and my wish is just to be by your side and you side by side with me.

Together.

Physically intertwined.

All of who you are and all that's within me, the twin flame connection.

The blessing given to us by God and the universe to be the loves of each other's lives given for us to share with each other.

I couldn't love anyone more than I loved you before or never again.

Reading that you're over me makes breathing nearly impossible.

My chest becomes tight from the deepest, physical and emotional cry like I've ever only felt once before; desperatly missing my children.

It's hitting me with such a powerful impact.

Unbearably and shockingly knocking the wind out of me.

It's giving me a panic attack.

I'm in deep, deep despair.

I've always loved how you take my breath away.

But these words you're saying are suffocating me.

I'd rather never breathe again.

I want to pass out and never wake up.

I'm so empty.

I'm lost for words.

Unable to express the depth of my love for you and how you're taking away my hopes,dreams and love of my life right from underneath me.

Is the way of swiping me off my feet one more time?

Tears are on overload.

I have nothing to live for without you or my 5 children.

My heart is shattered so badly the pieces are far too plenty and tiny to put back together without the magic of your loyal, loving and protective hands.

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