The hell of my destiny
From a broken heart insanity
I thought love last for eternity
But no, it's not even immorality

The bitter-sweet of humanity
Will lies that can be as purity
When the cost of love is chastity
A life indeed, and it's cruelty

I loved him wholeheartedly
My everything evolve him crudely
My world is him I cravenly
His flaws and shortcoming I still love him dearly

But I was only one of his many fantasy
One of his many tools intimacy
Who stupidity fell for him hesitantly
And believe his fairy tale happily

In denial, I lost myself, my world immediately
My darkness was far worst emotionally
Suicidal was clear to be my last resort eventually
I had nothing to lose hopelessly

Waiting to be breathlessly
Then the brightest light shining aimlessly
That I made it out of hell, finally
A new road ahead of me to recovery.


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