Why am I so fucked up?
Why can't no one love me?
It's not that much to ask for.
I guess so.

I just want to have someone I can love.
I just want someone to tell me I'm pretty and smart.

Well,not the same things
I said to the one.
But at this point,
I don't want,I need someone.

I want someone to make me
feel loved,
To cuddle with.
Or basically almost everything.

I want to love.
Why is it so hard?
I'm losing hope with every
second I don't feel loved.

I want someone I can feel
I need to live.
People are supposed to love?
Then why can't no one love me?

I'm broken by myself and
the world.
I want someone to glue my heart together with love.

I want to love someone.
I don't want to live in bad dreams.
I don't want someone to tell me filthy lies everyday.

I want someone who makes me feel like a person worth living.
I don't feel that right now.
Neither do I feel loved.

I want someone to care about me.
I want someone to be with me.
I don't want,I desire someone.
I want to feel their love.

Humans need to feel loved,
Like a person who
is worth living,
Who's gonna make me feel like that?

I want someone to tell me I'm
cute when I'm blushing.
I want someone to put my
head on their shoulder.

Whenever I see a couple walking by
It shots me dead in the heart.
I just think:Will I ever be happy?
Do I deserve to be?

Maybe I feel how I
feel because of her.
She made me feel
loved using a lie.

I want someone
I can feel loved
and cared about,
Yet I can still be myself.

Is it so much to ask for?
I feel like it's impossible.
But I'm okay,
I got through it.

© Tortise