Looking up at the ceiling, 

I cant believe the the way I’m feeling, 

Wanting to cry, its hard, I’m grieving, 

Pillow on my face, to shush my breathing.


 Its 2am, but I lay awake, 

thinking bout, all my mistakes, 

wondering why, we had to break, 

and if this, I can take.
 


You were the one that I adored, 

you were the one that made me sure, 

you were my one, forever more, 

but then you knocked me to the floor.
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