Happiness is easy to lose
it's like obtaining a bruise
hits hard and hurts like hell
an uncontrollable rush spell.
As it disappears, so does my interest
Until the void is filled, I'll be at my sickest.

Broken hearts won't broken faces.
My destination unknown just different places.
Living in crisis and chaos only self-destruction.
My surroundings, apart of my corruption.

It was only a lie.
Can't believe I complied.
My time isn't even worth a reply.

Thoughts rattle in my head,
these feelings want me dead.
All I wanna do is play,
But no one got any time to delay.
Pain and fear have me pinned
Wasting space until it all ends
Flawless is but a dream.
No morals, no sense of direction.
I just want to scream!

Lies made me what I'm not.
Always holding on to what I haven't got.
Sabotage and misery slowly decaying my soul.
I just need to feel whole
I'm hooked and can't let go.
No strength, no hope, non-existent, isn't so.

These disgusting habits and selfish behaviors leave me undefined.
All I feel is left behind.
Sometimes I'm so full of shit,
that I should just be hit.

© REDS