From the end of beginnings to the beginning of ends,
Both of our toxic lives we were living before we decided to mix it cuz I wanted to be more than just your friend,
You'd think from you leaving me left on read for years on end I'd get the hint and just quit but I continued to press send.
I'll admit when we began I did and said things I never should have and never did again,
And I know you'll never understand but falling in love with you is somethingg I never could have planned,
It made me believe that there wasn't one thing we couldn't withstand,
Little did I know we been standing in quicksand.
Sinking into each other while drowning from our subconscious so called comfort,
Not knowing how the suffer has caused old wounds to get punctured.
Even knowing so my hunger to be your lover never goes under,
You've always made my heart shake and my entire world quake like a storm with no lightning but only thunder.
Cuz that lightning I finally captured in a bottle I never want to be released,
I decided to dive too deep so deep to the depths where I can barely breathe,
A pair to me but is it fair to keep repeating the pattern saying we only want better but never let it be seen.
Instead we just make a scene as we yell and we scream and make each other bleed,
As high as can be yet on the edge of defeat,
You lie and I leave don't know how many secrets you keep,
Makes it hard to believe what I hear and what I see,
Lust, jealousy, envy ,greed,
Gluttony of attention the wrath of affection equals The pride from you and me.