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talking to myself
[18:53, 25/04/2023] Lionhel Israël Ndalu: Hey Lionhel, how are you?
[18:54, 25/04/2023] Lionhel Israël Ndalu: You know there are so many things going on in life
[18:54, 25/04/2023] Lionhel Israël Ndalu: It's almost difficult to realise what you want to achieve, you know
[18:55, 25/04/2023] Lionhel Israël Ndalu: Like I wake up and I try my best to be this great guy, but I always end up struggling
[18:55, 25/04/2023] Lionhel Israël Ndalu: No one seems to get me and I spend every day pretending and pretending and it just gets overwhelming
[18:55, 25/04/2023] Lionhel Israël Ndalu: I don't want to be that guy anymore
[18:56, 25/04/2023] Lionhel Israël Ndalu: I want to be in love, I want to feel something, I want to be loved, I want to be me, I want to stop the pretense
[18:57, 25/04/2023] Lionhel Israël Ndalu: I want to stop the voices that keep telling me that I am not good enough, that I don't deserve the little I have, that I am this guy who is uncomfortable in his own skin.
[18:58, 25/04/2023] Lionhel Israël Ndalu: I want to understand myself
[18:58, 25/04/2023] Lionhel Israël Ndalu: I want to know and acknowledge myself
[18:59, 25/04/2023] Lionhel Israël Ndalu: I want to end this feeling that I am an impostor, living inside someone else's skin
[18:59, 25/04/2023] Lionhel Israël Ndalu: I want someone to wrap me around their arms and tell me that I am good and that everything will be alright
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