I would do anything, give anything
Everything and anything ,
Erase all evidence of my existence
Wipe my stains from all that I’ve touched

Don't you get it ?
I am an error , a mistake ,
An inexcusable blunder ,
It isn’t hatred or helplessness speaking ,
I am not despondent or in despair
I am not giving up ,
I shouldn't be allowed that choice in the first place

I have ruined enough , hurt enough ,
There's a trail of fresh scarlet dripping along my claws and teeth
I should have been...