One day ago, I heard some news
At first I didn't care, it's not my life that had gone lose
I thought "eh, it happens everyday"
Then I thought about the age

About one to three years older than me
What if I died tomorrow suddenly?
I know it's awful - to not think about him
But I didn't know him, and sometimes my feelings are dim

Doesn't affect me
It's like the death of a tree
But suddenly a thought crosses my pond, I wonder
"Suicide maybe?" I know it was a car accident but I still kinda ponder

It's none of my business
Still.. it would make sense
Many people are suicidal and nobody sees the truth
But why am I...