As i try to mollify you
You try to be a masochist
Deep down you are a sadist
Sitting there lachrymose, futile
Displaying a face so brutal
A beautiful, humble soul
Asking why now?
Looking down and bow
As forlorn and foible as you are
You try to feign
Thinking that you may go insane
Putting on that gorgeous smile
That is only for a while
But you ask why now?
It is explicit, very evince
That you are not fine
Stoical in your life, as you try to circumvent
You try your best to bent and ment
Yet, you ask why now?

Paulinusssss.