I was gonna die, as I didn't had anyone
After all, it was my fault. I said sorry too but people had other options,
Well, i was improving. It was difficult overall, but I was fighting,
But they thought I'm acting
They made me alone, as I shed my tears throughout the night,
When I thought my life was over, she entered.

Drowning I was in her eye, as she saw me.
She was a magician, she made me fade in this perfect autumn,
Jealousy was inside me, when everyone used to see her,
Love at first sight exist as everyone said but I didn't believe,
Well, her flamboyance made my opinion look wrong,
Everytime she walked on that road, my body started shivering, I didn't know why?
It felt like a scar, as I needed her,
Everytime she stepped, I felt her footsteps,
Ironically, when I close my eye, she came everytime on to my scene
I felt it was real
Damn, it wasn't
After all, everything happens for a reason.


I danced idiotically, as I imagine her in the mirror,
After all, my Life went on a different level
I started breathing her,
It was an addiction, as she drench in every part of my body,
Damn wherever I walked, she came outta no where
It made me difficult to concentrate, as I got fallen in her presence
She made my life difficult ,
Her smile was only the reason which kept me happy.

As the road was gathered with the flamboyance of a tree,
The days passed but she didn't marched her step,
And I kept waiting for her angelic presence,
But she was missing, wasn't she ?
I started finding her at every edge, infact every corner
Beacuse she was the only thing I wanted to touch,
I wanted to see eclipse of her,as she use to fathom my heart everytime
As it was the only reason why heart beat for.


And that's when I thought I got the reason to live, she disappeared
What would you do when Karma bites you ?
My life went back again through the dark, as I thought I'm not the one who deserve her,
How could she leave me so unexpected ? I needed her
It was the pain, which I couldn't explain,
Relationship was with no one,
There were people around me,
Every time the people looked me, they laughed
And with this essence of life, I gotten lost somewhere
I sat in the dark, suicidal thoughts arise to chosen me
I was not the real me after all
And after passing the days, I chose to become a writer,
Because this was the only place I felt alive,
Now , that's what the destiny meant me to be
And the boy inside of me still awaits
knowing she will be back one day.




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