Everything i try to seek isn't real. Sometimes I think I'm going insane. I don't even know my own self. I fight my personalities every second of the day, trying to decide which one I should kill or let live. I can't love you, I want to love you, but if I try to love you. You need to accept all my personalities and they all need to accept you. If one disagree, they all disagree. You sure you ready for that pain.

If so don't look back for one second because my personalities or paranoid when comes to second thought, it's no looking back when loving us not even when death come for us or sure you ready for that pain.

Im ready for that pain. I was ready the first moment I lay my eyes upon that beautiful soul that hides darkness within.
Take my pain and let me take your pain and combine them together so it can rain until God shine goodness in both of our eyes when we look upon each other with sad eyes that yearn to be love by a stranger that has a heart for pain.
© obie