Dig it...
yall can call it what ya will but its still a cold fact that just has be admitted...
That's the fact that this rapport now common in todays music
whether emo pop rock hiphop or country
any opportunity or ushot to be a mockery they use it n folks is fallin for the fallacy designed  to abuse this...
This ...this what... what is it for real what is this?
Well I'm still workin at certainty on the answers to that but if...
If what...if i had to pick
Between my overall wellbeing along with that of kids?
Or myriad opportunies to grant one wish ?
Well shit...pardon my language but its an easy pick
See I've learned that if my priorities n needs can coexist with my wish...
Then Dynasty Mindstate is the result n ill admit
I ain't innocent myself I'm guilty as well but dig....
I rebuilt n did
all that needed doing that is
What was neccessary to live...
Live what...live this...
What's this...well this...overall its life buts its not all there is
To the tapestry of me this is him n part of who he is....
This L.I.F.E.
No obligations to clocks set to rock us asleep or to the point where aggrivation starts to blend wit da heat Not at all oppressed in way
So far so good
Geuinely great to feel great n greatfful for not only the fact I'm alive today...wait...celebrate each rise cuz each day since day one should be honored....yea that's.for damn certain i know it all too well  
Scouts honor...what's honor if nothins honored
Honestly its a thought i pondered in my not-asleep but not-awake niether state of being while i wandered
Not at ease or at least not completey at peace
Walkin east till the ground underneath me proceeds
To lead westward or keep reaching northbound till its barely within feet of meaningful southbaound as it appears to be
Is the logic that's lodged into hard to kiss spots in
The bottom of ya thoughtbin
That product of self induced Afflictions n many losses were not always so bad to lose some of em profited
if I'ma be goner on my lonely without warning then first off spare the drama it ain't welcome it ain't doin the tiniest lik bit to advocate or make improvements ...have said that...It suffices say
That the light within fades everso slightly then stays
My lil way of politely refusing gray
Dark n deep spaces of my use to be ...polluted n rude lil view of me
One usually start his journey on two feet time to burn but really it feel like time burning these
Worry lines into mind till they're finally creased into my forehead embedded into my cheeks
Safest bet isnt bet its an investment ....in...Me.

- A.F. Kindred 09/09/2020

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