I tried so hard
And still passed away.
Give my everything to them,
Remained with nothing.

When I gave so much,
But it was not enough.
They say don't be so perfectionist,
But that's all what I can have now.

Everybody is looking at me,
"Why is she so isolated and sad?",
But nobody's asking:"She tried so hard, sadly failed, didn't she?"

I literally don't know what should I do now,
I don't wanna die,
But life is so hard recently,
And makes me questionate my whole existence.

God, why do you want me to survive this?
Maybe you think this will be make me a survivor?
Or just wanna play a bit with my feelings,
To finally realize, life is much more than a bad grade?

And you look at me now,
"What the fuck, she's crying for a grade?"
But you don't understand,
This is not just a grade, this is my whole existence.

Maybe I should stop the view of a perfect girl,
So let's start with a short cry and a bad liqueur.