oouuuuu My belly hurts
I was busy all day
working like a dogg on an empty stomach
I even felt it beating at one point through my skin

I hadn't drank in a few days
only vitamins since the nyquill
I was honestly happy
it was such a long day I shotgunned 2

now I feel more depressed
maybe I should quit lol
I have 2 full 2 shotgunned resting on the bible
on the floor next to my bed

I snorted adderall off the same thing
that's the only way to blend the blue dust
I brought it to my room to become more holy
self improvement doesn't usually go as planned

I'm always paranoid now
I cut off many close friends
I convince myself their bad for me
I just sit in my room either jammin or reading kindle

I like art I suppose
not really to paint
unless it's sprayed on public walls
I enjoy to feel evil if no one is harmed

maybe I should quit drinking
it's making me feel nasty
and just stick to the harder stuff
all iN mOdErAtIoN

© speed