Jude, you probably will never see this. You will never know.
I love you so much, yet I let you go.
I can't see myself anywhere but with you.
Your eyes haunt me, day in, day out.
Don't leave.
I know I'm not as good as her.
I love you.
She uses you.
Never leave.
That's what I'd say, but you already have.
© Ladybugz