Flashbacks taking control,
Anxiety taking over,
Seeking peace,
Searching for my signature smile,
That I am known to beautifully have.

Turning to be a stranger to my own self,
" I should have done this"
" I wasted so much time"
" I can't do this"
I can, can I?

Drifting away from my original self,
Who am I?
What is to become of me?
Trying by all...