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Gone
There is that fight in my head all day,
whether to give up, or stay.
To shut out and sleep tight,
or to regret and suffer whole night.
Either to fly, in the deep blue sky,
or to cage myself untill I die.
This is the fight that kills me all day,
and I finally end up losing my way.

I so keep pushing people away,
For what I seeked, did never stay.
Walls keep closing around me and I sink each day,
yet I cling on to a hope, that drifts futher away.
For silence I starve,
I seek darkness too..
My mistakes scars me still,
for every right I do.

I refuse love,
I more prefer to hate.
I choose to remain alone,
so no one controls my faith.
Yes I wont die,
but I ain't living too.
so stuck in this islet,
and there is no resque.

There is this fight, that kills me each day,
I run from it, yet it finds its way.
Approaching this way, I might not see the dawn..
for you cant live, when what you live for is gone.

© Sagnik