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Winters gift
The cold
is the warmest blanket this year,
the air is dry,
my tears do freeze
when the feelings seize me.
Why did I do this?
To prepare me for the cold?
Did I think sludge in the mud for the winter is bold.
Bold as you,
brave into the winters night,
unafraid of the world's dim light.
The light is either thick,
or the dark makes the traction slick,
you are dark and light, light and dark, you are not flying between the bandages of emotional dead days ongoing and flowing.
Your core of heart,
living in the dark, walking through the winter night, in places no one sees. They don't know it's you. They ignore you too, identifying with your pain, loving you from far as Fane, the eternal scholar, evading tumble weeds, colorless evil casting you aside.
You are the feathers, intricate and light, the eagles soaring higher than the trolls of shrapnel, from brewing conflict, wasting time.
Nothing exists to you and all of it does, the purple wild flowers call your name.
So I sink into dirt, let the flowers flow through my heart, I give my soul to yours,
to cast unto the night.
Your smile is my hope.
Your eyes are the life of in me flows.
My words outdated,
research hope,
to speak the name of you, with which grope,
less my sad approach.
I better my life
I pray it faster too
Youre the peace in me
You're the dreams I breathe
I wish to foster growth,
hoping you stay home,heal your body, heal your core. I needed you then, I love you more.
Let my body decay, to let my energy be your rejuvenation.
Please survive the crude desolation of the battles no one sees, for you smile while your body tightens while you breathe.
Please put you first,
I wish I could hold your hands
to be there through your most trying time.
Even if you leave me for her,
you don't deserve to go this route,
but here we are,
and I need your life force energy
you rescind my empty numbness,
leaving crumbles of a world with nature untouched, into the mountains, into the water,
into the simplicity of breathing easier.
Such is many reasons, to take you for the most cherished love,
even if you're not loving me,
altruistic legacy,
one for the booms,
just a simple man,
in all the most serene
music of airy hooks.