I've learnt how to cry silently
Now I know what's being lonely
Dreaming about you before sleep
Hurts the most when I know you're not gonna be here


Even though I have nothing, I feel like I have lost everything

Even though I have no one, it still seems like everyone expect something from me

I lost all the hope


The rope that I've been holding start to hurt
If I let go would they be disappointed?
And if I make it, would they celebrate
As if they were there when I was in that endless empty room?


Thats where i am. An endless empty room with a door only has exit.

No one can ever get in.
If they could, would they?



Why i feel Left out alone?
It's so cold that my heart's frozen
It can't even fell apart now

Your shadow gave your hand to me
I'm holding it while I try to sleep
What if you were actually here?

If I'd feel your body heat, I could've warm up
Like being under a sunlight after a storm

But it's okay I'll wait.
Maybe the walls will break down
So I can escape.

I'll dry my tears or cry myself to sleep
No one's gonna know anyway.