I'm not so sure about things.
My mind feels out of place & sight.
Feels like I'm just so disconnected,
feels like I want what I can't have,
and nothing ever fulfills my heart.

Will this feeling ever leave me?
Will I ever be someone I'm proud of?
Why do I always see myself dying,
on the deep end with no one to rest with.
My cries were never heard by anyone,
and I couldn't comfort my own soul.

I don't know if this is what it feels like.
Love feels weird sometimes it does.
I don't think I'm feeling that,
I'm just missing hugs and intimacy.
I crave for kisses and crave for love,
but I think I crave a little too much.

Never could put it into words,
that people could really understand,
but I just feel like I'm so disconnected,
eternally disconnected from everyone,
like my soul lives in another reality,
and I'll be alone for an eternity.

© dats_poetry