you can find me
searching, depths
of the sea. you can
find me jiggling
in the middle of a supermarket.
you can find me
shouting
on to0 of my lungs,
in the barn.
you can find me,
getting wet, in the rain.
just to wash the pain
off from my soul.
you can find me,
peeping into the dark night.
just hopeful of some pattern
to the cosmos.
you can find me wasting
days at a stretch
just to make sure
i don't tread wrong directions.

and still if you can't find me
let go off the desire to find me
you're never gonna find me.