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I hate how I notice everything
How I notice they're walk
The way they talk especially when I'm 'asleep'
When they think I am not there
And how they don't whisper like we do when he's asleep
And I notice the way they talk about me
Everytime they think I'm not there
How they look at me and how they take my jokes or how they take his
I know that more they talk about me than to me
I notice it all
As if ive seen it before.
But maybe I have
As if it's repeating all again
Maybe I saw it all
In a different life
But is that even real
Or is that also a lie
Maybe it's a dream
Maybe I'll wake up
To the days it was all fine
To the days I didn't know.
Maybe it all was just the internet's fault
Maybe if I didn't know what I had
I could've been me, I could've been more
Sometimes I expect
Someone to explain
Why do I expect people to understand
When my own family
Talks behind my back.

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