The sin n the wolf

You say you appreciate everything I do but there's nothing to appreciate when I'm not always right there next to you
The loser always gotta lose
Feed your dark side, addictive minds, I've lost control so long ago you'll never know
I lose myself every damn day losing to feed the vices inside voids my brain, keep the aminal tamed, keep the beast asleep
If you'd ask me before if I'd let you go through this alone, I'd kick my own ass and kick stick n stones to disrespect myself within my own suicide, you know something ain't right, open your eyes, dont tell me your blind,
I'm meant to be forgotten, lost in a hole where the history is unknown, just like to you all, just to me, I'm a mystery to my fucking self
But you've given me the best...