I just want to have fun
without doing anything dumb
things that make me numb
I don't want to feel like I'm pretending to be someone else
I want to be my self
I want to know who that is
I wish
I could just take some quiz
is true happiness a myth
what's the point of doing all this
there's obviously something I've missed
it's making me pissed
I feel like all I do is exist
in an existential crisis
if you could buy happiness
I wonder what the price is
I don't want to keep struggling but
I also don't want to give up
do I let go or hang on
are all my options already gone
I'm tired of being tired
sick of being sick
I don't mean to be a dick
but do you even care
are you even listening
if so can you help tell me what it is exactly that I'm missing
I keep reminiscing about a past that did me no good
i want things to fit like they should
family and...