why does everything seems to work this way?
why do I always feel cheated?
when ever I try my best to bring out something new and unique,
something inside me snatches it away.

may I've gotten a beast inside
that snatches away my happiness
I'm I in a nightmare?
I need someone to tell me I'm right just for once.
cos my tears is about to make an ocean.

I think I'm loosing something ,
what could...