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Spare Me
Intro: "just pull the trigger"/ you hear me whispering/you're the company/ to my misery/-/ 6 bullets all aligned/ staring down the barrel/ this love of mine/ will keep you up at night/-//


Verse 1: Grew up keeping to myself/ my shadow was my only friend/ trying to do whatever to survive/ this game called life/-/ Had to play by their own rules/ “Cinderella” was my role/ just praying that night will fall/ praying for a different end/-//

Verse2: My body stole the show/ videos and pictures/ sent attention/ and some dough/-/ degrading looks and forceful hands/ brought me to my knees to understand/ “you want love, well this is it”/ as they began their shifts/-//

Bridge: I've been broken/ I've been abused/ skin is torn/ bleeding black and blue/-/ but I'll still fight/ for this love/ just understand/ what this does/-//

Chorus1: "just pull the trigger"/ you hear me whispering/you're the company/ to my misery/-/ 6 bullets all aligned/ staring down the barrel/ taunting you to give up the fight/ for this love of mine/ will keep you up at night/-/

Verse 2: We will argue for some days and nights/ I'll even walk outside/ I'll push away with all my might/ just to see if your promises are right/-/ I'm scared of being happy/ it's never worked out for me/ so I'll self sabotage/ this lovely dream/-//


Bridge: You say, you want, to dance/ with the demons, in, my mind/ to love them, keep them, satisfied/-/ but little, do, you know/ they'll be, killing both you, and me/ scared of what, could, be/-/ this will be, the darkest war, you'll see/ if you choose, to spare, and love me/-//