All of my monster were never under my bed
Or in slightly open closet
They were all inside my head
And nothing changed since then,
They're still only in my head.
Defending myself, trying to fight 'em
Might be hard for a depressed teenager.
For a total failure.

Voices in my head won't let me sleep
even though I'm not schizophrenic.
I'm just fucked up, I guess.
Can anyone fix me?
Can anyone hear me?
After being haunted by my demons
for all of my teenage years?
I'm fighting with myself,
bruises from that battle won't heal.
My meds are just stopping 'em for a while.
I wish I could live in that "while" for a little longer.



tags:
#monsters #demons #mentalhealth