I'm thinking back to when things seemed so beautiful
When there seemed as if there was no dark clouds in the night sky
I'm remembering laying outside on a blanket under the stars
Before another moment passes, I realize I've begun to cry.

I'm thinking back to the days with nothing but sunshine
Days and nights without a moment looking as if it would rain
I wish we could return to that place right this very instant
The silence is so loud that I'm slowly going insane.

I can still see our beginning as if it was only yesterday
Almost as if we're no more than little kids once again
Yet sadly, I can also clearly see the ending of all that we were
I guess as much as we deny it, our love was just a tragic sin.

I'm keeping it as real as it could have ever truly have been kept
I can't come any other way than honest and straight from my heart
I'm trying to make sure there's never no doubt in your head
As hard as I fight to keep it together, I seem to keep falling apart.

I'm reminiscing on forever ago when I first fell for you
Staying in the shadows in silence afraid to let my feelings show
Watching the years pass by, mouth shut never giving a clue or hint
Yet always secretly...