I need to lose in this battle
Convince myself to win another
I tell myself things will get better
When all I feel is worst than a loser

Night after night
Can't keep my heart from trembling
Getting mad at myself
More than I did towards you

I always make sure
To never fill the half-empty glass
Foreseen every dark ahead of the sphere
And still ended up in a disastrous disaster

Run after run
I had to take to get away from you
But how'd you make it simple
Said everything was easy for me

Last time I told you
All the things that could've killed me
Again it was such a bad idea
And you couldn't help and be another

If you ever run into this belief
I never hate you on my behalf
It's just what you put me through
And the best thing to do was just leave

© damsel with thoughts