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losing it
this pain I'm running from is finally catching up and getting ready to drown me in all my fears

hard to let go of this pain I hold on too from my younger year's

in the heat of the night I'm always watching my six

looking towards the dark skies I'm praying with my crucifix

screaming silent words in the night fighting demons whispering in my ear

dying alone is my biggest fear

crashing and burning trying to get through it

it's hard to just "get over it"

happiness is a myth and pain is a reality

I'm always stuck in memory lane walking through all the debris

looking into a empty mirror cuz I lost myself

on a lonely night taking shots of liquid courage cuz I'm to scared to be myself

past on my heels so I turn onto the fast lane

foot on the gas on the edge of life ready to go insane

© droneking