Everything I have ever known is slowly circling the drain.
Slowly flushing out this life so I can start a new.

why?

Things are starting to make sense.
The world is less of a blur.
I can rebuild overtime.

But i'm no longer welcome here.
I am forced to move on.
Told this is not my home.
Told to be on my way.
That I will be forcibly removed.
If it's not tonight it will be soon.

And the anxiety never went away or lessened.
It was just refocused.

I want...