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Under
I’m under
the world when it heaves
a big sigh and takes
small breaths to move
to turn in space

I
am under
hard rocks
that pick axe splintering into my skin
like earthen needles
they dig deep in

I
am
underwater
searching
my eyes are big marine lights
trying to catch pockets of air
to keep breathing

Under
I am under
the weight of my own body
along with the mental fears
I hold in my flesh
trapped under my skin
I hold her under
drowning in the blood of my veins
I drown her in the morning
before I start my day
I submerge the mouth nose and ears
drowning her
drowning all my fears

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