If you hurt me,you inspired me.
Make me happy you inspired me;
if I say I trust you , that wasn't me,
cause I know a time like this will come:
when I will need you more but you vammoss
never did wrong but I apologize,
taking all the blames on me but you never sympathize,
skipping meals and night rest just cogitating on you
flashing back to all the memories we had together,
making promise we wish to come tomorrow,
tried to remind you the last thing you said,
but you never gave me time again;
Just like a dream despair, it all fade away with sorrow.
Walked down the bridge with tears in my chick
folding my arms like a lost prodigal son
thinking that's the end, but knowing
the end is just the beginning;
Knowing too well that a time like this will come
when I can never hold your hands again
I was elated I didn't put all my eggs in one basket,
trusting you was the last thing I ever did
loving you was my first priority
it lies on bed of roses but grow in thorns.
You said you want to move on forgetting
I want to move on too remembering
the promise I made when I was twelve
to be great and not to be misunderstood,
the promise wasn't forgeten but you just
inspired the remembrance of it
thinking you have just ended my world
if I should thank you , that wasn't mistaking.
Now in a better life,
never diving into the ocean of failure again
having a better plan for a better morrow
I have learned my lesson
as I teared the mask of bitterness I wore long time ago
things aren't the way you think it is,
sometimes, when things are falling apart, it might be falling into places.


© Chinu Shedrach Eli Edwin