I know your there, I know you can hear me God
I need You to break through and steal my doubt. please take my fears and misery I feel without, the voices of my little ones make it all seem better.
but I'm in no place to hear anything right now.
idk why I'm so shut in and closed off. I'm so angry and upset , mostly mad at myself .
I'm not sure what I did so badly or wrong to be punished this way. but FUCK do I need some of this burden wiped away and lifted off my soul.I dont know how strong you think I am to...