they tell me to hold on tighter
and that everything will be okay,
don't let go , you got this!
yet I don't know if i can hold on any longer.
I use to be strong , but now I feel like everything's dead and gone .

Now I stand alone with no hand to hold,
someone catch all my broken pieces,
I can't take this much more
I am holding on to things that only turn me cold
why? I just don't know .

Iam trying to swim , however iam drowning.
I cant catch my breathe, I am sinking right...