it sad for me to admit , but I've been lost for so long. I don't know who I am I'm afraid of becoming a toxic person to the people I love and care about. I just get so stressed, So depressed,I want to shout . God , Where are you ?
why am I here ? can't I just leave?
I pick at my looks , Escape my life through books fell for someone I will never have ,I'm not sure where my life is going and if I'm strong enough to stay on the ride. I feel so detached from myself, as if I were a ghost already where I believe that I'm invisible to the world and just some shattered girl.
silently screaming insudd and pleading for help. I pick up this pen to write out my frustrations,my fears , My...