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to my younger me
to my younger me,

I'm so sorry.
when you sat alone in the dark and let the fear creep you in at such a young age.
when no one tucks you in your bed
or sings a lullaby before you sleep.
when you need the arms of your father every time you are scared or when you need the lap of your mother every time you cry. when your childhood is stained by the burning rage of your father and salty tears of yours. when you always swallow your words and take a silence until you choke, so you always keep how you feel inside of your heart. when you cry alone and no one else can comfort you, so you wipe your own tears with your weary hands and pretend that it never happens.