yes i should have worn a seatbelt but i didn’t know falling in love was like riding in your passenger seat and i thought it was conceited to want to keep myself alive when really i love you more than me when it came down to it and yes that’s just as pathetic as it sounds but sometimes it really is pathetic and sometimes there isn’t a prettier way to tell a story and sometimes the grief comes so fast that you forget to punctuate your sentences because you can’t seem to forget anything else and sometimes you can’t fit the ship inside the bottle so you just drown instead so yes i drowned and yes i know you would not have done the same for me and yes i know you never asked me to hold on and yes i held on anyway and yes...