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Understanding "what?".
August 5th, 2023

Never have I felt as though I was a child.
Other than when I was so young, it has been a long time since passed .
With the unstoppable act of aging.
Always filling my pass.
Pushing my own limits of understanding.
Prior to my first warped idea of acceptance of what love should be.
At the beginning of understanding.
Questions asked, never truely explained.
What is this surge of euphoric bliss?
What should I do with such knowledge now burned into this forgotten soul?
With no guidance I loved what was missing.
This place never existed
Desperately i recklessly search in order to find a reason.
Why was I brought to this voidless space?
Wandering with no known destination in sight.
Brought on this path from a lack of acceptance by all around.
Born of an absent father, reappearing too late to change the pass.
Born of a mother with a never ending attempt to love her hopeful son.
Raised in a den of thieves.

© DJN87

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