sometimes feeling of death gives more happiness
as it will relieve u from sadness
that surrounds u like a nightmare
and then ur life seems so unfair
that u can't hold ur tears back
so u just want to drown in that
as then ur mind will be relaxed from stress
the emotions that want to buy can't express
the fears that haunt u further every second
so u want to go to ur life end
as it might make u forgot everything
as then u were having nothing
to care about , to hope that everything will alright
as the world will far away from ur sight
that pushes u into new thing
hoping it might bring
the peace that u starve for always
might this clean all ur ways...