I want to be 12 again laughing with you on the playground
you encouraging me to get in the big tire and roll down the hill but me being too scared
I miss seeing you eating pomegranates every week
I miss being the last kids left in after school
just me and you, and the wooden table
I miss seeing you mess with other kids
I miss your sense of humor and you being the reason I laughed so hard my lungs hurt
all while my heart felt like it was gonna burst
I loved you since we were kids
I loved you after
I love you now
I always will
I miss telling you why my heart hurt and you telling me none of...