You know you are my everything
and all I've never known.
You know that i can't call you King,
For that Name has a home.
It's up above, the name of Love
and the only Love I've always known.
I know that I'm still thrown
for a fucking loop.
Now I feel I'm stuck,
jumping through the hoops.
I know it's just a name I gave
to this so-called game,
but you know you're what I'm focused on
almost all the time.
You're all I ever write about,
and sometimes, I know I'm lame,
but if I don't play my cards just right,
I know you know,
I'll lose the fight.
Forget what right and wrong,
and help me sing this song,
because you know that if I lose,
you'll be right all along,
and then I'll see
a side of me
that was hiding on my tongue.
It's been there all along,
but I couldn't show
the side of me, now listening
instead of just waiting
for us to start fading
slowly over time.
I know that if I fade again,
I'll just call it sin.
I don't know what's coming next,
but hopefully, still us.
I know I don't know anything
except that I love you,
so please help me help you
cause idk what else to do.
I know that you love me,
the last 4 years, at least.
I still think that all your love
won't tame this fucking beast,
for she enjoys the feast
of all your love and anger too.
She knows I can't come unglued
without hurting you somehow.
everything is changing now.
I don't know how much was me,
except the last 4 years.
I know I've cried a lot
about everything I fear.
I know that you are here for me,
but when you call me dear, I fear
that you will soon be gone
or let me think I'm wrong.
Everybody doubts themselves.
Everyone is their own hell.
We're all living in our shells,
put here on this Earth.
We have to control ourselves
and know our own worth.
I know I used to know
from that look in your eyes.
But then i thought that i
might just be hypnotized.
I think that you're not telling lies
but I don't trust my mind,
for when I look into your eyes,
I'm always hypnotized
by everything you say
and everything you do,
all I really want right now
is everything bout you.
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