#WritcoPoemPrompt100

Many dark places, faces, and dreams
You were there in instances
Some true or make believe
You left physically, emotionally
Mentally I sent my heart's love to you
You can't back each time for a moment
But always to disappear again
Leaving me lonely confused and unaware
How could one be so intimate
Then turn in silence growing with others
Showing up little by little with more
Hints and clues, I told you I believe
Why does the universe still question me
How can you not be the man with heart
The man whose love touched me so much
Was I so lost I let the your demons stay
Not seeing I was just your heart's trash can
To rid it of hurtful non-feeling things
I refused, denied maybe but never believed
Never thought you'd really leave
Thought you would change back
Be the man you told me you wanted to be
That man you'd be for me, take my hand
Ride the universe with me, together
Flying high under the moonlight
Was it all just a dream, an illusion
Why would the universe be so cruel
Misunderstand my feelings over my words
Words so priceless from a man's passion
Void of pain you hinted that I took away
Words of shining together in rainy weather
Grasping my chin, looking into my eyes
Showing me your softer more tender side
Then right back to the man with fear
Believing my love wasn't real
Maybe it was you all along in the unreal
Cashing my name, being in my dreams
The only man since my dad passed away
Only memory of any dream since then
The memory of you as I awoke
Feeling so glad no matter how weird
Glad to see you there, to know you stayed
Why is it so hard for you to step out
Fantasies kissing your soft sweet lips
The touch of your hand on my cheek
Why will you not show me who you are
Take off the mask and open your chest
Expose the man who hints he is for me
Why do you want me to play a...