Why couldn't I say the words I want to say?
My mind goes blank in conversations of today!
I'm always responding vacuously to interacted individuals,
Losing their little interest in me, leaving me in idles.

When people are not around, thoughts arise inside my mind!
Those are what I could've said, on which before I could not find.
The finished conversation would repeat inside my head,
How weird is it? I could still hear the words they said.

My heart is filled with the feeling of annoyance,
Why could'nt I say good responds at those chance?
The thoughts I could have said would remain inside of me,
They would be forgotten, and I am left with such agony.

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