So many unanswered questions that race through my mind. Things that only you can answer but instead you stay silent. It's so easy believing other people's lies and stories too. Not once have you taken the chsncey to believe in me. Not once did you give any credit to me. Always you assumed I was just like the others. So many times I would ask you who was telling you the things you were accusing me of... never, not once would you tell me who just blamed me for being the same as the others before me.

Was there ever a thought in your mind... when you were being told those things and you would rush in to catch what supposedly was still happening.... was not really going on.... that someone was playing a sick game that was causing us both a lot of hurts and pain? That it wasn'tuu me you had to truly worry about but the one who was telling you all those lies? The lies that you carried around with you and told others too. Do you sit and...