Never asked to enter..
Never asked to leave..
Never really had a say in a blink you were already here..

A madness without boundaries..
And my questions didn't let me question
But I already knew the answer..

Hours and years figuring what to bear..
Years and years oh I forgot to look at the fears..
These walls were always here..
But I only saw your cheers, because that made the numbness of a lifetime disappear..

Life went by and now we are not dear..
You aren't here and these walls aren't even familiar...

But now these walls echo your laughter and I don't know how fresh paint can plaster these emotions..

© Arya-nada